I believe that subconsciously in all of us, we are reaching for a fairy tale ending.. You may be the biggest casanova or the sluttiest bunny right now (did I offend you, if you feel offended.. :-P haha.. SPOT ON)... there is a part of you that wants to be with THE ONE at the end of it all.. put all the temporary, fiery, passionate lust aside.. it is love that matters the most at the end of the day.. (sounds cliche? well.. true.. but proof me wrong if you can)... How long can you stay on with a person with just lust in mind? That's why promiscuity is a pure expression of lust.. not love.. have you heard of a promiscuous LOVER? one who goes around and LOVES everybody? LOLZ...

But then again I wonder.. how do people clearly differentiate love and lust? My justification of the differences is that lust is temporary but love can be forever.. and this may sound a bit early.. I mean at 22, I should just play on the other side and wait for all the lovey dovey garbage to set in probably in a decade? But I'm getting tired of this whole crap..

I mean.. some men look REALLY REALLY good. but when they talk to you... you feel that they have no substance at all.. I mean, by right, if lust matters so much.. shouldn't I be attracted? who cares what's inside.. lolz.. but then I realised I care.. That's when I found something out.. Ladies, correct me if I'm wrong.. WOMEN generally find what's inside really really important.. kindness, intelligence, sense of humour, open-mindedness, manners and etiquette.. but MEN.. on the other hand.. they are looking for the 2 major B's.. boobs and buttocks/bum/ gluteus maximus .. whatever you wanna call it.. it's the same damn thing.. lolz

and it's really not cool to see a man talking to your boobs.. it happened way too often and way too much.. and you find that they can reach for the stars to spend some time in your pants.. Totally disappointing... they seem to be interested in actual conversations, movies, shopping, dinners and all non-screwing activity when you're not available at the tip of their fingers.. but the moment you've fall right into their hands.. you have one activity.. yea.. read between the lines.. you'll get it..

Ladies, I'm sure you've met a few along the line.. But I'm sure not all are like that.. I'm still on the search.. hopefully I can find my fairytale ending.. trust me.. I really thought I found it.. but one after another.. I had lotsa detours.. Too much actually..

This may sound way tooooo.. ugh.. but here goes.. "I don't need a man with the wealth of Bill Gates, the brains of Albert Einstein. the face of Brad Pitt, the body of Dwayne "the rock" Johnson, the voice of the MANLY persian from the movie "300" ( I think his name was Xerxes), and the charm of Clooney.. "

(how can women resist a man with a voice like that?? .. lolz)

Lol.. Oh my god.. I find the combination so perfect.. I'm lying .. I really want a man like that! lolz... what a crappy post.. and you thought I was going to be all emo and philosophical? :-P I'm still Stephanie..